as i walk alone i wonder

well, i don't know what is happening to me. eve rsince the last post i made, i could not understand myself. if i am not in the computer, i have so many thoughts to write here. but when i started typing my blog, my feeling are all lost on writing about something. this is the reason why i stopped then here again i want to start my blogs but, well, i really don't know.... is this part of being old? :) i hope not. or maybe aged people have much in mind and not in applying it to reality? .... i think so....